Agonotheta

Nausea & Nerves

November 06, 2003

Today, I didn't go to work. In fact, I dragged myself out of bed to write this. I awoke this morning to a nauseated stomache . . . and no, it wasn't because of the ending to the Matrix. I think it was the cheese fries I ate at the theatre, but I'm not sure.

So, I've been laying around my house all day and with less than 39 hours 'til my audition, my mind has been going crazy. I'm convinced that I am not ready. I have not auditioned in more than three years and despite the last 2 weeks of practice, I still feel quite ill-prepared.

Oh well, I will go in there and do my best and if I don't get in, I'll just gain experience for next time. Tonight, my sister is going to come over and take some pictures of me with my digital camera. My headshots are so old, I don't want to use them anymore.

I'll have her take some (with my guidance, of course) and tomorrow, I'll take them to work, doctor them up a bit, and print them on our best color printer. Its not like me to procrastinate this way. Its making me even more nervous.