Old Love Letter To An Ex
November 17, 2003
Below is a letter I wrote to an ex-girlfriend. I've taken out a couple of parts to preserve her anonymity, but it remains mostly intact. She and I are huge music fans, so I came up with this idea to "write" her a letter almost entirely from quotes from songs and literature. I referenced each quote and if you hover over the quote, the name of the artist, song title, and year will pop up.
"Oh, speak again, bright angel,"1 I thought as I introduced myself to you, even though "love was the furthest thing from my mind.2 Before this feminine landscape I feel like a green branch in a fire,3 because when you smiled, the spell was cast.4
We talked for almost an hour cause you're cool like that5 and you realized that everybody knows I got more bounce to the ounce.6 But the angels come to visit us, and we only know them when they are gone.7
I promised myself if I ever got another chance, I'd still ask her8 for her number. Like you, I wondered when can I see you again? When can my heart beat again? When can I breathe once again?9 I didn't want to, but I tried to put you out of my mind. Heard melodies are sweet, but those unheard are sweeter.10
Until one day, after hope had long been abandoned and I had accepted that the best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched11 there you were laughing with your pretty mouth.12 I told myself small opportunities are often the beginning of great enterprises13 and asked for your number.
We made plans even though you live too far away,14 and I had to drive far away in the sunshine where I can look up and see your beauty.15 That night in the car, I told you that I believe this is slavery, not to speak one's thought16 and told you you're such a strange girl17 but every time I'm with you, I never wanted it to come to an end.18
I don't want to be your regret, I'd rather be your cocoon19 and that's why we must take it nice and slow20 even though you're feelin' my style and feelin' my flow.21 You said this was all you have and it's all I need. But now we only have confused hearts.22 I've made mistakes in my past but no man is rich enough to buy back his past.23 I know I'm not perfect, but you come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.24 Don't be afraid to be yourself, because things aren't the way they are, they're the way you are.25 Always let me know what you are thinking, as our thoughts are shadows of our feelings.26 Day by day27 I'm missing your laugh28with every thought and every breath.29 People may talk, but I don't care what they say about us anyway, I don't care bout that.30 I know it's only been a month, but I can't believe what you've done to me.31
So does he ever get the girl?32
Well, this is the end. At this point, you are probably sick with this straight gangsta mack.33 I, honestly, don't know why I tried this because, if something is too hard to do, then it's not worth doing.34 But then again, a woman is like beer. They look good, they smell good, and you'd step over your own mother just to get one!35
This is by far one of the sweetest letters I have read! Such a cute idea-- I bet she loved it!
Posted by: marie at April 22, 2004 03:24 PM