Agonotheta

Beauty

January 09, 2004

I am unlike anyone you've ever met. I do not mean this in a boastful way though.

I try to surround myself with beautiful things. When I say beautiful, I don't mean that everyone or even you will find them beautiful. I mean that I find them beautiful.

I try to create and find beauty, balance, elegance, etc. in all that I do. Whether its in my professional life, creating websites and designing computer graphics. Or in my personal life, with the design of my home, my amatuer photography, or my even more amatuer musicianship.

My eyes are always looking for beauty and balance in everything and everywhere I go.

One remark every girl, and I mean every single one of them, I've ever been romantically involved with has said is that I make them feel beautiful. I have been told that several times. The fact is, I find them all beautiful. I'm not just saying that. I honestly find all women beautiful. Not just minutely, but extremely so. I look at every woman and see beauty. I am very passionate about women. I treat them with utmost respect and, dare I say it, love.

Why do I bring this up? Because I have recently been introduced, or rather, reintroduced to an extremely beautiful woman. The best part about meeting a new person, and especially a beautiful woman, for me is that I can't get her beauty out of my head.

Most of the time, I don't want to. This is one of those times.

Typically, I end up using them as inspiration. I draw their face. I write poems about them. Most of the time, she never reads or sees them. Many times, I never see her again.

Most of the time, I don't want to. This is NOT one of those times.